So this being my first blog I would love to keep it as short as possible, but I am sure that it’s going to be lengthy because the story or infact the incident that I am going to narrate is something that had a great impact on my life and is very close to my heart.
So here it goes …. “MY FIRST DANCE PARTNER”.
It was mid of June 2009 and as an average 4th grade student I wasn’t much interested in school , yeah one main reason would be that the school had just started and I was kept in a new class as this new system of shuffling the class had started. Yeah as obvious as it is the main reason for my depression was that my friends weren’t anymore with me in the same class and so now I had to undergo the same old process of making new friends all over again. And as a kid who doesn’t know the regional language, it looked like an ocean to cross without even a life jacket. As the days passed ,I made couple of friends with my broken Kannada (the regional language) and yeah, both of them were guys. As a kid I was really shy to talk to girls and almost stayed away from them as much as possible, not that I am a player nowπ but trust me I have improved a lot.
So it was the end of June , and July had started and this was an usual day for others but for me,…. Nah.. God had something big planned for me. The biggest turnaround in my life happened when a girl just walked into our classroom assisted by our class teacher.. she wasn’t like any other girl at all ..did she have wings ..mmmm no..but I could see two..it is said that all humans have an aura with positive energy and I could see that in her.. she came in and boosted my positive energy and I could see a light behind her head. Talking about positive energy , my positive energy increased when the teacher announced “students, her name is Priya and she’s going to be your classmate from today”. The moment I heard this , I literally started jumping around like Archimedes who found the measure for volume, I had that Eureka moment inside my heart. I had a really really bad crush on her and trust me guys when you are in 4th grade you have no idea what this is. Now one thing you must realise is that guy friends are damn supportive in this case of you asking your crush out and similarly I had 2 awesome friends who supported me in the same way. Now back me guys, After a lot of planning and discussion with my friends I gathered all my courage and asked her out ,for which she reacted by laughing and running back to her school bus in which she went back home. Now here’s a situation , there can be 2 outcomes , one, she going back home telling it to her parents and getting me punished or the second one , which I wanted the most, she coming back to me and telling me that she likes me too.Even though I wanted the second one to happen ,the first option was more likely. I still remember, this was the third worst sleepless night I had. I thought of all the possible answers I could give back to my teachers , principal, my parents and her parents . But simultaneously ,I also had thoughts of how my life would change if she would accept me and say that she likes me too. But whatever it was, I could only see her face everytime I closed my eyes to sleep .
( Stay tuned for part-2 ,will be blogging soon. Predict her reply in the comments)
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